I guess everyone have already submitted their uni application. I am totally freaked out when it comes to all this documents stuff. I will get paranoid whether my documents have reached them sucessfully. 'cos i am always the suai one. My documents will either get lost or crop out. Perhaps its all my foolish thoughts. PARANOID. I am not really confident with my uni choices. Not sure about the direction i am gonna head in life. When i was 17, 18, i wanted to some management involving hotels. And i have totally no idea, somehow or rather i ended up in chemical process in SP. I dun regret my choice at all seriously. Perhaps, i still need to sort out some of my thoughts. I dun want to do things that will make me regret.
I just hate myself for liking you. And i am going to put a total end to it. I am always the one that get hurt. Am I suppose to deserve all this. I dun want to feel all this anymore. I just dun get it. Dont i understand myself? I am always making the wrong choice. Wrong decision. I have little trust in myself. And you make me feel this way. I want you to get out of my life completely.
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